Start A New Beginning

Should i be proud that im only taking alcohol once a week?? or should i be worried having liquor weekly??

Having sat classes, i thought mawawala na ung fridays inuman ko… fortunately or unfortuanately, i still have them at my sched. First friday inuman with my block: 1st friday, July 4. we drank rounds of C45 at Tapsi’s. nakakatawa, for we had utang!! but its not our fault, nakalimutan ni ate singilin ung nauna naming round. 2nd friday, July11. this time, sa Tapsi’s ulit kami. 3rd firday, July18. this time, we tried The Pit. grabe tong araw na to! from balay-mayrics-mang tomas-1611. all those bars are full. mula espanya to p.noval and nauwi rin kami sa Dapitan.(street kung nasaan ang Tapsi). sat, next day, Burbys naman ako with bday girl nicole! it was so fun man! ahaha.. 4th friday, BALAY! first time ko sa place na yun. luckily, buhay pa naman ako, i have survuved Marlboro’s suffocation. ang nakakaasar pa dito, nag-iwan ng amoy si Mr. M sa buhok ko. I’M NOT SMOKING OK?!

*WOW* yan lang ang marereact ko of all the things that had happened.

all those night are undoubtfully fun! how i miss my usual Friday buddies.. awww… ahaha!

1st night: BASAAAAG!!! walang preno sa _ _ _ _. labasan kung labasan ng emotions. ito ang tinatawag ko’ng "USAPAN NG MGA LASING". imagine, ur sharing personals and there are others, na tulad mong lasing, giving advices. through those advice, magsisimula ang debate. debate about love and emotions.

2nd night: sakto lang. bitin halos lahat:))

3rd night: labasan na naman ng emotion!!! ahahaha!!! this time, regular lang. ginawa nila kong taga-ubos ng mga tira. lagay lang nang lagay sa baso.

saturday: IT WAS SOOO FUN!!! i know im mean, and im sorry with that! kahit hindi kami nag-tower, i bet ganun pa rin actions namin:)) saw kuya josec and scarlet boy. haha! "NEANDERTHAL or HOMO ERECTUS MAN" was there. ahaha! so am i feeling FP again?!

4th night: labasan na naman ng emotions which also ended at debate, as i said, DEBATE OF LOVE, AFFECTION and EMOTION! tapunan ng beer at coke! haha, mga bangag! ok..FP na naman. some1 took my blah..blah..blah.. umiral na naman pagkaMEAN ko, i know.but its for real! "TIYANAK na pinaglihi sa GOBLIN"

*waaahh!! baka sinusumpa na’ko ng mga taong yun!!! ahaha… sorry, im just FP, at least im being friendly*

Just by thought of having a night-shift schedule… fridays are becoming busy, saturdays call for nine hours at school and sundays tell you: bebs, be ready for the whole week battle (again)… who would have thought that a simple defiance would turn these hagardness into madness?! WHERE SHALL I PLACE MY "SOCIAL LIFE" (as what they would call) WITH THAT KIND OF SCHEDULE?!"

monday: i started my week with opposing yet balancing factors (demmit, i hate scholarly words). my class starts at 3 but i came to school at around 1 or 2 for i was invited for a shoot!! haha. ang matagal ko nang hindi nakikitang uod, nicolette, requested na kung pwede,for her project at tv prod, i would play as a girl na naka-uniform na naglalakad sa park. michael was my co-actor who played as a lalakeng photogrpher na naka-porma with matching shades. and nicolette on the other hand was our director, cameraman, p.a. and all. magulo ung pagkakashoot but it was all worth the fun=) nicole saw the finish product and told me: Cute siya.

     so i was assuming na, since hindi pa nagtetext si anthony, ma’am would again be late were in fact si sir na time conscious nga pala ang first subject namin. ANG LAKI KONG TANGA! so i ran sa madulas na hallway ng bulok namin’g building without knowing that i’m almost 45 MINUTES LATE!!! my first late for this sem.. haha. no more to career thy attendance at majors. huhu…aside from being late, we would have our usual GRADED RECITATION!!! demmit, hindi ko pa tapos ung readings..yet, as i have said, the LATE MARK WAS ALL WORTH THE FUN.

tuesday: WALANG PASOK!!!!!! huhuhu…. plus, i would have to deal with that 40 pages readings recquired for the next day… HUHUHU

wednesday: my gaaad!!! aside from the recquired readings, may quiz na naman kami!!!! (wooot. i got a perfect score!!! haha, yabang) at least, during my first class, mejo relaxing for all we have talked about for more than 2 hours is the Art of Lion.

     after dismissing at around 8pm nagbonding kami nina pau, ana, dana, ivy, lalai, jay and mark sa quadri:) MARK, ang ganda nung coffee drawing; JAY, sige na, ikaw na ung nakakatawang corny; IVY, please girl, magtino ka; ANA, isa ka pa, magtino ka; PAU, ayieee; DANA, i miss tou na tol; LALAI, sama ka pa ulit..FUN FUN FUN.. JOKE JOKE JOKE.. TAWA TAWA TAWA.. all were out in their heads. (mga jokes na nakakatawang hindi, ano to….anak ni ano…eh ito..anak naman ni ano, hende ke ne nekeketewe nekekeines ke ne) I LOVE THAT NIGHT, SOOOPER!!

thursday: ayayayay!!!! hindi ko talaga makalimutan ung panaginip ko nito.. waaaaahh!!!! i wonder who you are, that seemed to care so much. whoever you may be, i thank you for the love you’ve shared:) basta ung scene is: nasa tagaytay daw kami ni kuya. he was with his girl and i was left there alone, walking with my shorts and a sleevless top. i have there my favorite scarf. mejo weird kasi nasa tagaytay kami pero naglalakad ako sa parang wooden bridge sa tabi ng isang body of water. then may coast guard dun sa katubigang yun where in nahulog ung fone ko.. basta ganun! then that someone came and we had a nice talk..blah..blah..blah.. haaay;)

friday: FIRST MAJOR, meron na naman kaming usual graded recitation (nothing new). SECOND MAJOR, nag-quiz kami after discussing our readings (nothing new again). the prof dismissed us early =D (basta alam nyo na yun)

      after our dismissal, may meeting ako’ng aatendan. I SHOULD BE THERE, I KNOW! unfortunately, hindi ako nakarating dun sa meeting. Despi invited us to go on inuman at Tapsi’s. so i went there and met up with my other blocks and other old blocks. DEMMIT! ANG SAYA TALAGA!!!! i don’t know pero when it comes to inuman, iba ung enjoyment ko…maybe because i could see the REAL people beneath their earthly body. after rounds of beers, dumating ung 2 prof namin. haha! *grabe, looks do deceive! they told me na akala nila ay nene pa ko…how would an innocent looking girl like me drink that kind of beverage? they were shocked dahil MEJO nasasabayan ko ung iba kong ka-block. should i be praised or not?!*

     IT WAS SO DAMN FUN!!!

     why does he treat me like this?? bakit ngayon lang?? dahil ba ganun ang situation namin?? and why should i assume..or why should i not assume?? fortunately or unfortunately, he made me feel important. he made me feel different.

     IT WAS REALLY, REALLY A GREAT DAY

     aside from simple talks with my crushessssss..haha.. ang daming nagtext!!!!! OMG TALAGA!!!!! ako naman tong si kinikilig, nirereplyan sila kahit hindi unli! then the bonding was uber fun! ang dami kong natutunan sa kapwa kong may amats.

saturday: nakauwi na’ko pass 1am. yet, i still got classes so kelangan kong magising by 6. nagising nako around 6:30 at ang bigat ng ulo ko! still, I know i have to wake up. i took an fx—nakakahiya!!! dahil nung pasakay nako ng fx, nahulog sapatos ko.. oh well..–

     again, we had a QUIZ kay sen(enye)ora. ung 2 kong kaklase na kasama ko the night before is absent.. i wonder why.. haha! since wala ung prof namin ng 3-6 pumunta kaming KATIPUNAN!!!! we took the LRT…ang laki kong TANGA!!!

ana: bebs, tandaan mo, nagagalit ang nasa likod pag mabagal ang nasa harap

bebs: tuloy pa rin sa pagpasok ng tig-pipisong barya sa machine

…ang laki ko pa ring TANGA!… kinain nung entrance-exit machine ung card ko kaya naiwan akong mag-isa sa loob. isa pang malaking TANGA!… nahuhulog-hulog na kami dun sa LRT dahil hindi namin matantya ung center of gravity.

     so after leaving the LRT station at Katipunan, we decided na lakarin na lang namin hanggang starbucks. good thing at naka flats ako.. sorry sa mga nakahills!!!! AHAHAHAHAHA. we stayed there upto 6:)

     nung mejo nagdidilim na, i decided to go home kasi unfamiliar ako in commuting katipunan. so ang meron lang ako is ung mapa na tinext ni pau and extra money pang taxi kung naliligaw nako. then… i crossed the bridge to ateneo.. dude, nakakahiya! ako lang ang nakauniform na mukhang sira sa kakalingon kung nasaan na ba ko. so i text all day para sa directions, waw..ubos load ko. when i noticed na halos wala nang tao dun sa 1st jeep na sinasakyan ko, i decided na bumaba! buti may narinig akong barjer na nagsasabing TANDANG-SORA! i was familiar with that place.. luckily:) nung sumakay nako sa 2nd jeep, lalo akong kinabahan! ung katapat ko bababa raw ng high-way, ung katabi ko nagbigay lang ng barya at walang sinabing lugar, ung mamang mejo malapit sakin bababa raw sa c5 at ung estudyanteng atenista ay sa san alfonso naman…. WAAAAAHH!!!!! SAAN BA PAPUNTA ITONG SINAKYAN KO!!!!!!!!! there i was already panicking. buti na lang at mahusay ako! haha, memorize ko ung way at nakababa rin akong tandang sora. on my 3rd jeep to fairview, nakasabay ko ung group of students na nakasabay ko dun sa 2nd jeep. nakakatuwa sila super.. dahil nung nagsabi akong sa caltex po.. they repeated, SA CALTEX DAW!!!! yes, sabay-sabay sila na sumigaw.

SOBRANG SAYA NG WEEK KO KAHIT SOBRANG STRESSFUL

sunday: and ganda ulit ng panaginip ko!!!!! i was with JAKE CUENCA raw!!! though hindi ko siya crush..kinilig pa rin ako!!! he introduced me raw sa kanyang family. though her mom doesn’t like me, his father loved me sooo much! sabi nung dad niya: yan na ba ang ipapalit mo kay roxanne??. ako naman itong si patay-malicia na kungwari ay walang naririnig dahil FRIENDS kami ni jake, ONLY FRIENDS. haha! though i thought that the man who likes me was JAKE CUENCA, hindi features ni jake ung nakikita ko. alam mo un?? ang weird noh! si Jake Cuenca un, ang alam ko, pero the eyes, the nose and everything is not jake..but it was jake that i thought. so i assumed na baka siya ung napanaginipan ko nung isang araw.

*my whole week was fun. tama sila, i must learn how to play..without fear! i know i’m a student and i know that i’m still a human.. so i deserve to have a break*

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO WRONG?!?!

"it was quite funny knowing some of my friends got BIG PROBLEMS occuring just at the moment".

Early morning, Glads and I went to Greenhills to return and exchange the shorts that i bought last wed, while Glads is going to buy bag for the term. that morning was quite usual. NO WORRIES, NO DOUBTS, NO HEARTACHES, NO EVERYTHING!!! just like the old plain and blank bebs. however, there is this mild feeling of down and confusion which is caused by I DONT KNOW WHAT AND WHY and hang-over i got the night before.

this emo-ness started when i got home and saw mom with her unusual reactions. brothers are still asleep, lola was at her usual cushion, tita was stagnantly watching and cousin was playing basketball. it was cindy who gladly welcomed me home! this scenario is quite usual for "LATE WAKE-UPPERS" like us….

*just at the moment, i don’t know what to do… i wanted to call a friend to come over yet its now too late. i wanted to text quotes at groups but im not sure who would gladly reply. i wanted to call a friend and start a conversation but im not too open enough to share what i feel. i wanted to go out with my FRIDAY INUMAN BUDDIES to go for a shot at saturday’s midnight. I WANT TO GO OUT! I WANT TO TRAVEL. SEE GOOD SPOTS FOR SOLITUDE AND PEACE! take a long walk and cry for a moment.* this had only been triggered by small incidents. this is my problem! im used to keeping problems JUST BY MYSELF and let time pass. never did i talk about it, fix it, share it with others confront other and not just me. "I KEEP IT WITH ME". i pretend to be strong though i know im emotional. i had never been honest to them. I HAD NEVER BEEN HONEST TO MYSELF! i had always been relying to TIME…knowing i am just wasting those times. convincing myself to FORGET…though i know that id still be carrying those at my tomb.

* i knew mom got a problem! her face covered by her usual pillow, ate no snack and dinner, red eyes is apparent, no irritating questions highlight for the day.

* im afraid that summer would end and junior year would come. 3-9 class during MWF; 9-12, 1-3 class on saturdays; no classes on TTH. NO MORE TO FRIDAY GIMMICKS =(

*kuya is out again. he got quarrels with the other kuya, which has only been triggered by non-sense issue… maybe non-sense to me.

* friends are not around. some had started going to school while others are enjoying their last summer days.

* typhoon, earthquakes, global warming, illegal shops,….all of these continuously happening.

P.S. kuya, kung mabasa mo man to…never make this an issue. i just want to drop this down feeling. tomorrow, wala na to that i not assure you, pero this is just another miserable moment of mine.

yesterday….

HAPON NA! yet, im still enjoying my fine cushion bed. i missed my breakfast and my lunch. ready na ko for my heavy early merienda.

i already woke up around 3 or 4 ng hapon, like i usually do. pagbaba ko, palabas na naman ang walang kasawa-sawang "Daisy Siete: Prince Charming and the & Maids".

KUYA MARCO: tumawag pala si roppe

PAULINE: ay ano sabi?

KUYA MARCO: aba malay ko… tumawag lang cya

PAULINE: ( oo nga naman! wag ka na kasi magtanong eh)

……..so i dialed her number and………

*kring..kring…kring*

BATA: hello sino to?? (very jolly greeting)

BEBS: hello!! pwede po kay…..

BATA: hello?? hello?? sino to..??

BEBS: HELLO PWEDE PO….

BATA: hello… hello???

BEBS: KAY ROP…

BATA: (baba ng fone)

……………….umagang kay ganda!!!……………….

SO..tuloy lang sa buhay at sa pagnood ng DOMESTIC TV IN OUR SALA. yes, mukhang nasusundan ko na ang story ng palabas na’to because everytime na gumigising ako, ito ang pinapanood ni tita. so while eating my HEAVY MERIENDA, naiirita ako dahil un na naman ang tugtog na nakakarindi na sa tenga. Ang gandang pambati sa hapong maliwanag! NakakaOGAG pa ung pagbabalat-kayo ni Rochelle.. nakakainis talaga!!!!!!!!!!!!!! still i am fond of watching it! so after finishing my late lunch or early merienda, i went upstairs……

…………..this time, si glads naman ang tinawagan ko……………………

GLADS: hello??

BEBS: hello glads! tumawag ba sayo si roppe?

GLADS: bakit??

BEBS: tumawag kasi cya eh.. baka nag 3-way lang kayo..

GLADS: ahh.. nangangamusta lang cya..

BEBS: ahh ganun ba?! bata kasi sumagot eh…

GLADS & BEBS: chat chat chat blah blah blah

…………..biglang dumating si kuya gerald…………… YES, BAHAY NI KUYA ANG OLLERO’S RESIDENCE

KUYA GERALD: squack! (isa na naman sa panggugulat nya na walang kwenta)

BEBS: grabe!! wag ka namang ganyan! nakakagulat eh! (sarcastic)

KUYA GERALD: asan sila??

BEBS: ewan.. baka nasa 10th floor.. (da hell, ang liit lang kasi ng bahay diba para magkakitaan kami, sabay baba ng fone)

…..and pumunta sa kwarto ni lola.humiga ako sa tabi nya knowing that she was already in deep sleep. ANG SWEET KO"NG APO NOH! haha. suddenly, nagising cya and noticed na irregular ang style ng paghiga ko, let’s just imagine a contortionist lying at her bed…

LOLA: pakasta diya’y posisyon

BEBS: (kahit papano, gets ko naman) HINDI! OK LANG AKO DITO.. ( all caps to stress ung pagsigaw, yeah..slightly deaf si grandmama)

LOLA: *ilokano..ilokano..ilokano*

BEBS: =D

LOLA: (biglang tumayo at inurong ung mga cabinet.. MY LOLA IS SUCH A SUPERWOMAN)

BEBS:(tinulungan ko si lola sa pag-uurong ng mga baol sa kung san man w/out knowing the reason kung bakit nya yun inuurong)

…..narinig nina kuya and tita ung pag-uurong namin and they went upstairs to check it out….

TITA: anong ginagawa mo??

LOLA: *ilokano* pakasta ko dyay kama.. blah blah…(bsta the point is..she wants to re-arrange ung style ng kwartoooo)

TITA: BUKAS NA! PAGLINIS….

……………..bumaba na si lola at naiwan AKO, si TITA GRACE, ang pinakachismosong lalakeng nakilala ko (KUYA MARCO).. pangalawa lang si _____ HAHA, at ang pinakagwapo ko RAW na pinsang si KUYA GERALD…..

haha…(nice beggining).. apparently, i have deleted my first entry, before this, for the reason that i do not know.

since last week, i have done nothing but reminisce. i have realized, just at the moment, na naging VERY PRODUCTIVE ang summer ko. all i do is eat, sleep, net, watch and sit. VERY PRODUCTIVE as what i have said. Fortunately, naisipan kong ayusin stuff ko. tapon dito, tapon do’n.. in short, nagkalat pa rin ako. all i want is a clean cabinet para may storage ako sa mga readingsssssss ko this sem. sa pag-aayos ko ng gamit ko, i have found some letters, pictures, journals and scrapbooks which remind me of my PREVIOUS LIFE. yes, PREVIOUS LIFE! some made me laugh yet many made me cry… YES, CRY AGAIN! haha. talagang tumatanda na’ko BUT surely i have enjoyed each year of my PREVIOUS LIFE. all of a sudden, marami akong naMISS. i miss my grade school trips, my high school years, retreats, overnights, gimmicks, plays, studies, school bus, taekwondo, ball games, adventures.. LAHAT! as i was searching for more memorabillas, really, i am fond of making myself cry, "do i really want CHANGE??". dati, i usually say, "I WANT CHANGE! I WANT TO MATURE!"..but.. do really i??? i miss playing with my barbies- ung tipong kukulayan ko ng boysen ung buhok nila; overnight kina ging- ung mga oras na inosente pa ko sa SAN MIGUEL; having new friends- best pickup line is, "anong pangalan mo?"; maghihintay ng pasalubong mula kay mami at kuya- mga pasalubong tulad ng stickers, pansit, at simpleng donut. ALL THESE THINGS! simple yet very, very, very SPECIAL. Really, i have changed! ung gusto ko dati, iba na sa gusto ko ngaun. ung gusto ko dati, ayaw ko na ngayon… and ung ayaw ko noon, gusto ko na ngayon! ang nakakapagpasaya sa’kin dati ay hindi na ayon para sa kasiyahan ko ngayon. COMPLICATED..tama ba?? yet, this is MY LIFE. this is what I HAVE CHOSEN.

usually, i say that there are resons behind these things. kung bakit ito nangyayari at hindi. reasons that i do not know. reasons that ONLY HE knows. HE, referring to GOD ok?

……TAMA! yan ang nangyari sa’kin while i was searching for more memorabillas. i get emotional, stressed, pressured and the like! i cry, i laugh, i smile, i giggle.. the point is… I REMINISCE! i see flashback of moments.. haha.. familiar ryt?? so after digging for more memorabillas, i plan of making another scrapbook and journal in one! PLAN that never happenned… yes… plans that had only been plans. BUT that plan brought good result. my friend and i planned for a surprise..(ooops! no more information kasi nga surprise eh)

*THE END.. gagawa na lang ako ng album ng mga makalumang litrato*

For the sake of having a new entry… magsusulat ako.. (uhmm, i guess redundant ata yon??)

a while ago… just when i was about to go to my room…

*naka-on ung tv sa sala, since tapos na ung palabas na PBB teen edition and no one’s watching…*

TITA: ilipat mo nga sa channel 4. tingnan ko lang ung lotto.

BEBS: (nilipat ko sa lotto channel and tapos na yung lotto!!!!! niyahahaha >;p.. so what i did is, i turned off already para inisin rin si tita)

TITA: yung lotto ko!!!!! (instead of turning on the tv, pinatay nya sa mismong switch)

BEBS: tanga! lalo mong pinatay yung tv.. WAHAHAHAHA!

TITA: (pag-on ulit ng tv, ndi na nya naabutan ung line-up ng mga numbers sa lotto) Pag ako nanalo sa lotto, hindi kita babalatuhan!

BEBS: kelan ka pa ba nanalo?? matagal mo nang sinasabing mananalo ka sa lotto. 4 years old pa lang ako sinasabihan mo na ko nyan!

MOMMY: HAHAHAHAHAHA (hala sige! tawa lang! o.a. ung tawa ni mami, parang wala nang bukas) lagot ka sa tita mo, pag nanalo yan, ndi ka nya bibigyan balato.

BEBS: (harap sa laptop at nag-friendster)

MOMMY: sabi ng tita mo, wala pa raw lotto nung 4 years old ka.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (sige lang mami, tawa ka pa!)

*akalain mo nga naman oh! alam na alam ni tita ung history ng lotto!?!?*

Paullero has been popular, for some, for her one-lined quotations. Good thing is that, I have great access of her works. A month ago, paullero has been inactive in writing  one-lined hopeless romantic quotes. She had been busy making studies about politics. Rarely does she update her pen and notebook. Recently, I got a text message about her newly published quotes. I told her to share some of her works and glady, she replied with a smile. She sent some quotes through email (Paullero might really be in a great loss…or …lost).

I wrote Paullero’s one-lined quotations on my usual pen and notebook. All of her works are written there. Some, I chose to put  pictures and drawings while some are simply written on it.

It was around 11:00 pm when I saw Paullero signed in. Gladly, I had a conversation with her (i bet she was in great stress that time). She seemed gloomy. Her status messages shows that she is undergoing a problem or a happy experiene, which only she could tell. While chatting with her, I would say that she was really LOST! I could not understand what she feels. At times she’s glad, at times she’s sad. Her one-lined stat shows her feelings…at the moment. I want to understand what she really feels but it seems that she, herself seem to not understand. I told her to put all her emotions on a piece of paper (as what she really does) and re-read her work all over.

That night was fun. She seemed to obey my suggestion and she gave me a copy of what she did. Her work was kind of unusual, but it was really nice. It seems that all her emotions was placed there. Maybe, it was her experience during that say that made her feel such. There is loneliness, excitement and happiness. It seems like her experience was same as mine. A little weird yet, it encompasses the real Paullero (and the real me). Similarly, she rarely share direct stories of her life, but all of these was shown through her works (shown in her pen and paper).

right after getting that clearance, a name popped in my mind… "Asan na ung ogag na Russel na yun?" darn! kinakabahan ako for him or it was  just another weird feeling of mine. no russel was found, instead, isang batang matanda ang sumigaw…

roger: batang makulit!

bebs: hoy lalake! ilang beses ko ba sasabihin that im no longer a kid, im a laydeh!

roger: oh talaga? hindi ka ba naglaro dun sa seesaw?

bebs: ay ewan ko sau..

mystery: eto naman, nagmamature na nga tong si bebs eh..

pau: *kalabit* tara! puntahan natin si russel

bebs: asan?! ayun!!! tara!

<lapit sa board>

russel: alam ko na..

bebs: ang alin?! nakakatakot ka naman..

russel: wala na!! byebye

*during this moment, i have known… or as i may say, i have felt.*

during this moment, i have felt how was it to be a pol sci student. there is no need of brains. all you needed was a little cup of coffee, a gallon of effort, and tons of hardwork…soon this will result to eyebags (ung tipong pwede mo nang saksakan ng barya). i could not imagine a class without him and without her. surely, pol sci would change, or maybe, I WOULD DEFINITELY CHANGE. maybe, i have never known how it is to be college. my experiences are not enough to be called a "kolehiyala".

7:00 am = i woke up to get that stupid, nonsense clearance. konting ligo, konting paganda, konting bihis at walang kain-kain…Off to go!!! sabay nga pala nitong lecheng clearance na ‘to ang enrollment. so i brought with me more than 20k CASH!!!

9:20 am= my first step (again) to ust. so, derecho na kong AB dahil up to 9:30 lang ang NONSENSE clearance na yun!

9:25 am= *kroong*-> tunog ng id. i saw my ate’s and KUYAAA’ssss:"> ooops!! kelangan magmadali!! "sorry kuya, later na lang kita kakausapin:">"

9:26 am= i arrived at the secong floor. quarelling sounds, foot steps and the peculiar scents came apparent. "My god, nandito na nga ko sa old building"

9:27 am= sa wakas! nasa room 207 na ‘ko! the usual sigaw na BEBS is heard in the closed 4 corner wall room…awww, i miss those gals..  i gave my id to the proctor and put my signature for proof or getting that NONSENSE, STupid clearance..

9:30 am= sa wakas!!! tapos na rin!!!

*talk..talk.. laugh.. laugh..cry.. cry.. kilig..kilig..kilig..KILIG!!! " pare!! debarred na ‘ko!".. "Pare! DL ako!!"*

BEBS!! what’s with the hair??

ahhh…ito ba?? haha, i want to move one

ooohhh!!! from whom?? tara! resbak ba?

ahahaha!! no-no-no, move on from the known bebs! for change naman..diba??

waw!!! akalain mo, nawala ung firsy post ko?!?!?!

sayang!! all the emotions are placed there pa naman